My life before and after you

I had everything figured out, I was going to Vet School, I thought, my "destiny" if there is one was to bemarried to my profesion and to live happy doing what I love doing, no marriage, no kids in my life no family life of my own. I adapted to that thougth eventually, as love never came to my life.

Now I found it, exactly what I was looking for, a loving and caring man that made me feel a woman again, that makes my life incredible everyday. I can see myself living a happy life by his side. How can I decide, how can I give it away, how can I live with myself knowing what I had and let go?

If I want happiness it is by your side, I should stay, but if I look at my commitments I may go.... and I don't want to anymore.