What is it about this place that makes me love it so much. Maybe somewhere inside me I still feel that need of being accepted the way I am. I have plenty of friends and family, but this Bar is an addiction to my ego, being on top of that bar, dancing, feeling powerful, feeling like a godess, I know it's crazy.
It is not the drinking, I know people there, they all know me, I feel safe, it's like a family, we all probably go there for the same reason, we are the "regulars", we sit there and chat, drink a beer or two, watch the environment, and see the tourists get wasted and enjoy their "Vegas Experience".
I go on top of the Bar when my song starts, I can feel it in my veins, it just fills me with energy, I could dance all night to this song, I have my boots on, my nicest belt buckle, and I get up there, everybody is watching me, it just feels great, the best part is that I'm being myself, that's who I am, and what leaves me this power to achieve everything I want in this world, being up there dancing makes me feel like the world is mine, al mine.

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