The Best Dad in the World

i'm sitting outside that Bar, eating a hamburger listening to rock music in the background, I see all this motorcycles around me, guys that are about my dad's age walking, talking, all dressed in black leather jackets, denims, bandanas, they seem so happy.

I grew up listening to this stories my dad would tell me, from when he was young, and had a motorcycle, and how wild his life was, between road trips, friends, concerts, parties. He also told me about his band that he had, he showed me the records, some band called "The Doors", and I remember going through those records and looking at my "dad's picture" and I couldn't believe it, it was him!!!.

I grew up admiring my dad, wanting to be wild and free just like him, learning everything he would teach me, wanting to hang around him more and more. I wanted to be daddy's little princess.

But something happened, our relationship was doomed when I was about 14, since then it has never been the same. I miss my daddy, but I can't have that anymore.

That's probably the main reason I like this bar so much, they play that music that I would listen over and over again when I was a kid. All this bikers, make me feel like family, because they remind me of a dad that I admired and loved. Harley is the brand he told me to get, wear leather jacket and your denims he said, ride free, be happy and never look back.

I try not to look back, but somewhere in the past I lost him, and I can't find him.

The life at the Bar

What is it about this place that makes me love it so much. Maybe somewhere inside me I still feel that need of being accepted the way I am. I have plenty of friends and family, but this Bar is an addiction to my ego, being on top of that bar, dancing, feeling powerful, feeling like a godess, I know it's crazy.

It is not the drinking, I know people there, they all know me, I feel safe, it's like a family, we all probably go there for the same reason, we are the "regulars", we sit there and chat, drink a beer or two, watch the environment, and see the tourists get wasted and enjoy their "Vegas Experience".

I go on top of the Bar when my song starts, I can feel it in my veins, it just fills me with energy, I could dance all night to this song, I have my boots on, my nicest belt buckle, and I get up there, everybody is watching me, it just feels great, the best part is that I'm being myself, that's who I am, and what leaves me this power to achieve everything I want in this world, being up there dancing makes me feel like the world is mine, al mine.